December 9, 2008

Read Psalm 26

Vindicate me, O Lord, for I have walked in my integrity, and I have trusted in the Lord without wavering. Prove me, O Lord, and try me; test my heart and mind – Psalm 26: 1-2

Test my heart and mind, indeed. Libby and I spent years trying to get pregnant before we had Justin. After much prayer and medical help, our wish came true. This was a trying time for us but I felt like our trust in the Lord is what gave us the greatest gift we can ask for, our son Justin.

After trying for a second child, with the benefit of knowing what challenges we faced the first time, we were again unsuccessful. This time, doctors told us it would not happen. Tested, you can say that. After giving up, feeling sorry for ourselves and questioning God, we decided to explore adoption. We waited a couple of years, which felt like forever, but we were blessed again with the greatest gift you can ask for, our daughter Maya.

Trust in the Lord without wavering is not easy, but some of the greatest gifts in life are not just handed to you.

Pray: Dear Lord, please be with me every step of the way, when things are easy and when things are difficult. I may ask tough questions but trust that your love for me will always be there. In Jesus’ name, I pray. Amen

Mike Wilcox loves spending time with his kids and following Mizzou sports.